Poem To You

I spent half of a second to think about you

And it took me years to get you out of my

Heart.

I stabbed myself with sharp words

That scratched my own throat when said out

Loud.

I made myself promises and swore

To you, to me, to us, that I will forget the

Past.

I let you fall

and I looked at you from

Afar.

I did not care then, but I do care now

And I am sorry for not picking you

Up.

You were the one that made me question

Who I was and who am

I.

I thank you now for then

I am sorry for then ; yet I love you

Now.